My own lack of knowing what my day to day functioning will consist of or what barriers to my inner peace and environment may challenge my willpower and unfortunately win sometimes...hurts my heart. I feel like I’m letting my true inner warrior and all the other warriors down.
Living life cautiously while trying to be mindful of its unexpected turn of events is draining at times.
Today I feel like I let my spirit die and am grieving the defeat.
I will wake up tomorrow and try again.